These few weeks that i have gone out on occasion with friends they always ask me if im mad , or in a bad mood. When i dont feel like myself or tired you can see it in my face. I am not rude towards them whatsoever yet they still say that it offends them when i look this way. These friends that are always asking havent known me all my life and dont understand everything about cf. Ive explained to them but they still ask me things so its like they arent hearing me out , Im just tired of having to explain myself to people . Having to explain why i dont look all peppy and happy !

I broke down the other day and started crying because im at a point where i dont know what to say anymore. So to make things easier on myself and not stress i just replied ok to them when they said i seemed mad and unhappy. I didnt feel like saying ok well i just am not feeling good or as peppy today ! Cf is dragging me down today ! My grandma says to just worry about myself and the ones who do understand and care about me but i just wish they could all understand . I havnt been feeling so great for awhile now but im trying to stay positive...